<p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>我覺得我沒有資格活在幸褔裡</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>覺得一切終究會散去</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>還是痛苦、孤寂來得踏實些</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>幸褔會讓人麻痺</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>忘記失去時的痛</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>痛苦了太久,一旦獲得幸褔</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>便會覺得不真實,強逼自己墮入痛苦的海裡</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>在幸褔中會擔心</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>在痛苦中卻安心</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>那麼,就註定背負著自己給自己下的定義,繼續活在追求不可知的幸褔裡!1999/9/6</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><br></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>我內心純潔又善良的孩子,妳值得被愛❤️,妳值得這世界對妳的好,妳不用做什麼,或者用力的想找東西來交換,妳就是值得!2019/10/18</span></p>