Why not use what is yours to use? What is the use of having an electric light in your room if you fail to switch it on and fill the room with light? Why not keep turning to Me for help and strength, and use all those wonderful gifts which are there waiting for you? Cease struggling on your own, for when you know Me and love Me, you will want to be ever aware of Me and of My divine presence. You will want to walk in the light, for where there is light, darkness is no more. You generate light by your positive, constructive living and being; therefore allow nothing negative in you to dim that light. You may need to do it consciously until all negativity falls away from you and you learn to live positively all the time. It may be a real effort for you to do it to begin with, but gradually it will become as natural to you as breathing.