Finally hit the ground
最終落地了
I'm at the bottom now我現在在谷底
Never thought I could be this low
從未想過我會陷得如此之深
Felt like falling down an endless hole
感覺就像墜入無底洞
No I don't see the light
不，我看不見光明
And I don't hear god
我也聽不見上帝的聲音
Crawling in the dark now my limbs are cold
在黑暗中爬行，我的四肢冰冷
Screaming out help but it just echoes
尖叫求救，但只得到回音
Only one way out of here
這裡只有一條出路
I don't think I can reach it
我不認為我能夠抵達
Everything I hold dear
我所珍惜的一切
My sorry is sincere
我的歉意是真摯的
I just lost all of my reasons
我已失去了所有的理由
Reasons left to stay
留下的理由已經消失
So if this is goodbye,
所以如果這是再見
Please don't count my cry as a sin
請不要將我的哭泣視為一種罪過
No I don't wanna die
不，我並不想死
But it keeps getting harder to live
只是活下去變得越來越難
And I put up a fight
我曾奮力抗爭
But now I got nothing to give
但現在我已經一無所有
So if this is goodbye, goodbye, goodbye,
所以如果這是再見，再見，再見，
I hope some day to see you again
我希望有朝一日能再見到你
There's nothing you could've said
沒有什麼你可以說的
Nothing you conld've done different
也沒有什麼你可以做得不同
It was always between me and my head
這總是在我和我的頭腦之間的問題
Never meant to hurt you in the process
我從未打算在這個過程中傷害你
But I just can't keep holding on
但我無法繼續堅持下去
Wish I could believe that things will get better
但願我能相信事情會變得更好
Wish I could just flip a switch in my mind
但願我能在腦海中打開一個開關
Then I could fix how I feel altogether
然後我就可以完全改變自己的感受
Then I could mean it when I say I'm fine
然後當我說我很好時，我就是真的
It's never that easy and neither is life
事情從來不那麼簡單，生活也不是
Don't think I wanted to leave you behind
別以為我想把你拋在身後
I tried, I tried, I tried
我嘗試過，我嘗試過，我嘗試過
So if this is goodbye,
所以如果這是再見
Please don't count my cry as a sin
請不要將我的哭泣視為一種罪過
No I don't wanna die
不，我並不想死
But it keeps getting harder to live
只是活下去變得越來越難
And I put up a fight
我曾奮力抗爭
But now I got nothing to give
但現在我已經一無所有
So if this is goodbye, goodbye, goodbye,
所以如果這是再見，再見，再見，
I hope some day to see you again
我希望有朝一日能再見到你
If this is goodbye
如果這是再見
I'll see you
我會再見到你
on the other side
在另一邊見到你
If this is goodbye
如果這是再見
I'll see you
我會再見到你
If this is goodbye
如果這是再見
I'll see you
我會再見到你
Open up my eyes
張開我的眼睛
I don't know where I am
我不知道我在哪裡
And everything is blurry
一切都很模糊
My mom's holding my hand
我媽媽握著我的手
Turns out I wan in a hurry
原來我匆忙之間
But God had other plans
但是上帝有其他安排
He said my goodye was early
他說我太早地告別
Now I've got a second chance
現在我得到了第二次機會
