I read (and I no longer know which side
did it) that in the Russian revolution
they'd catch a man, cut him open, nail
part of his intestine to a tree
then force him to run around and around
that tree, rolling his intestines about
the trunk. I'm no sadist. I'd probably
weep if I had to see it, probably go mad.
but I do know that we are much more than we think we are
even though the romantics
concentrate upon the hate/and or/love of the heart.
listen, you write because it's the last machinegun
on the last hill.
you write because you're a bird sitting on a wire, then
suddenly your wings flap and your little dumb ass is up in the air.
you write because the madhouse sits there belching and
farting, heavy with minds and bodies, you write because
you fear ultimate madness...