小明的日記
想要有人對我說：「我知道你很努力，辛苦了。」
但是，事情總和我想的不一樣。
我遇到困難，糾結難受，需要鼓勵讚美的時候─他不出現
每次都是等我把事情做得漂亮了，成功了
才等到讚美
問題是，到那時候，我已經
不需要了
I feel unhappy and long for some praise and encouragement.
I wish someone would say to me, "I know you've been working hard, and it's been tough."
But things often turn out differently than I expect. When I encounter difficulties and feel tangled and distressed, that's when I need encouragement and praise the most - but it doesn't come.
Every time, I have to wait until I've accomplished things beautifully and succeeded before receiving any praise.
The problem is, by that time, I no longer need it.
