12:49 noon
Lord, I’m afraid that I will be useless like a normal person in the world. How could I arrange my life to follow up those successful and learn their progressive process that I can mimic them step by step? I’m so feeble; moreover, when I suddenly glance my photo with my father in the childhood, I feel so plaintive that I can’t have good prospect to reward my family.
Besides, I still too lazy to finish every things. Lord, please give me strength to overcome those grievous. I thought that common people often considered that Christian were weak enough; nevertheless, That was truly our christian responsibility that we don’t play a good role in this position. For example, why I can’t determine to sign up TOEFL test because I’m afraid that I get a bad score. Why I can’t make decision to find a job right now because I also fear of failure… The cause of all the matters is inferiority complex. Maybe I can use prayer to get over it however I still need to confront my weakness.1:41 in the afternoon
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Vocabulaires
- 成功的 successful
- animate v.賦予生命，使活潑，激勵，驅動，繪製(影片)
- 模仿 to imitate, to copy, to ape, to mimic, to simulate, to act (or play) the ape, to make like; to model (or pattern) oneself (or sth) on; to take a leaf out of sb.’s boos; to take sb. off.
- sorrowful doleful, penitent, wretched, grievous, melancholy, sympathetic, sad, afflictive, unhappy, elegiac (輓歌的)
- Plaintive a.悲傷的，憂鬱的，哀愁的
e.g. a plaintive wail - Wail v,n. 慟哭，哀訴，悲嘆，嗚咽
e.g. They are still wailing over their defeat.
e.g. Newborn babies begin their life with a wail. - 前途 the future, prospects, promise
- 顯露 to manifest, to show; to display
e.g. Fear was manifest on his face.
e.g. Her worry showed in her eyes. - Grievous a.嚴重的，劇烈的，使人痛苦的，令人悲傷的
e.g. Her death is a grievous loss to the whole of the community.
e.g. grievous wounds - wound n.傷口
- Moreover adv.並且，此外，除此之外
(Synonym) besides, also, furthermore, too, as well - But conj. 但是
(Synonym) nevertheless (adv.), yet, except, save, notwithstanding, however, unless - 報名 sign up, enter one’s name
- Because conj. 因為
(Synonym) whereas, while, as ,for - Whereas conj. 鑑於，反之，卻，而
e.g. Whereas the following incidents have occurred..
e.g. Some people like fatty meat, whereas others hate it.
(Synonym) because, since, as, inasmuch as, while, although, though, even though - 害怕 to fear, to dread, to be scared, to be afraid, to be alarmed to be frightened, to be in dread (or fear) of, to lose courage
- Fear v,n. 害怕，恐懼，可能性，擔心，憂慮，敬畏
- 自卑感 the inferiority complex, a sense (or felling) of inferiority
- Superiority complex ph. 優越感，自傲心裡
- 克服 to overcome, to conquer, to surmount, to get over, to get a(round); to smooth away, to tide over, to break through, to fetch through, to bridge over, to weather out
