I feel unhappy and long for some praise and encouragement.
I wish someone would say to me, "I know you've been working hard, and it's been tough."
But things often turn out differently than I expect. When I encounter difficulties and feel tangled and distressed, that's when I need encouragement and praise the most - but it doesn't come.
Every time, I have to wait until I've accomplished things beautifully and succeeded before receiving any praise.
The problem is, by that time, I no longer need it.