逃避 silly

小明的日記

我想要逃到一個大家都不認識我的地方

這樣就不會有人嘲笑我

不用擔心能力不足

不用擔心承受家人失望的目光

但其實我知道

這樣沒辦法解決問題

然後我又開始思考，為什麼我想要逃避

因為我害怕、我恐懼

被恐懼佔據的我

被恐懼驅使的我

被恐懼動搖的我

有點蠢

應該先想辦法解決問題

而不是逃避

Σ( ° △ °)

Today, I felt the urge to run away to a place where no one knows me. Somewhere far from the mocking and judgment. I'm tired of worrying about not being good enough and disappointing my family.

But deep down, I realize that won't solve anything. So, I started reflecting on why I feel this way.

I guess it's kinda silly to let fear dictate my actions. Instead of running away, I should focus on finding solutions to my problems. It's time to face them head-on and not let fear hold me back anymore! Σ( ° △ °)